DONE BY YOUR OWN POISON毒人終毒己

近期有一位少婦來跟我學佛。

但她一來的時候，我就看見了。

我畢竟是一位玄學師父。她呈現在我眼前的，是一個愚痴性很重的人，有撒謊的性格，也非一個善良的孩子。

這些我看在眼裡但沒有第一時間說出來，只因為我一直希望眾生學好。因為將來受苦的不是我，而是她們。因此我一直靜靜的把這些藏在心裡，等時機成熟了才告訴她。

可是當我告誡她不可飲酒後，她隔天就去飲酒。在她做義工的其中一天，因為早上下雨，天氣涼爽，她捨棄義工不做，倒頭回去睡，導致其他的義工需要代做她的份內工作。

如此的行為，已是失信，失信於要去做義工的諾言。這是很嚴重的過失，因為她沒有去，就會少一個人去貢獻給那些需要幫助的人。這個過失牽涉到別人，那些本應得到她的救援而沒得到的人。如果說有十個人等她的話，就會有十次的過失。

那她跟我學佛的這四個月來，她天天都播電和發簡訊要求我讓她回來學佛。我每次都給她回來學佛，而她每次當下又犯戒律了。

舉一個很嚴重的例子，她告知我她的家翁生辰在即，我知道他家翁的八字，就好心，沒收費的，交代她千萬不可給家翁吃紅雞蛋和江魚仔。隔天，在電話中，我還特別再向她強調，慶生不要殺生，不要放江魚仔在壽麵的湯中。

她也答應我她不會。

可是她還去做，起初她撒謊說疏忽了，後來才招認是明知故犯。

所以當她那天來的時候，我發現她的臉已產生一股毒氣，而她的右臉也出了一個有癑的暗瘡，籠罩她身體的業氣越來越濃，只因為她有一雙賊眼。她的步伐並不是善人的步伐，整個身體根本就沒有「善」這個字。相反的，我看我在外面隨便找一個，都會比她善。

這一件非常可怕的事情，所以告訴大家千萬不要明知故犯，因為這麼做已經在你的未來製造了一個地獄。

而那些江魚仔的生命也會寄託在她身上，一直到她能把它們超渡以後才能夠還淨。而她蓄意的下江魚仔「毒害」她的家翁，將會使她「毒性攻心」，直接下地獄六道輪迴去。

所以這樣子不是學佛，而已經是學了魔了。希望這位少婦能夠趕快覺醒，虔心誠意的天天懺悔。

 

A lady recently came to learn the Dharma from me.

I saw it the moment she came.

After all, I am a Chinese Metaphysics practitioner. My assessment of her: a strong air of ignorance, a habitual liar, and not a kind-hearted child.

I took note of all this but kept this to myself, hoping that the sentient beings will change for the better. Because they will be the ones suffering in the future, not me. Thus, I kept it in my heart and waited for the right opportunity to tell her.

However, when I cautioned her against drinking alcohol, she went drinking the very next day. On another occasion, she willfully skipped her volunteer duty. Just because it was raining that morning and the weather was just too comfortable, she chose to sleep in. That is a broken promise, a serious misconduct. It resulted in one less person contributing to help the needy and extra work for the others. If there are 10 needy people that day to be helped, her misdeed would be multiplied by 10 times.

In past 4 months, she would call and SMS me everyday, asking for a chance to resume learning the Dharma from me. I relented every time, only to see her flout the precepts again.

Here’s another serious incident: she told me that her Father-in-law was going to celebrate his birthday. I knew his Bazi details, and out of kindness, I advised her to refrain from giving him red eggs and using ikan bills as a soup ingredient. One should not take lives, even more so if it’s one’s birthday.

She agreed not to.

But she went against my advice, and lied that it was a careless mistake. After much questioning, she admitted to me that she willfully went against my caution.

When she came that day, there was this aura of poison on her face, and a pus-filled acne on her right cheek. The cloak of negative karma surrounding her just kept getting heavier. She had a pair of thieving eyes, and her footsteps aren’t those of a kind person. In fact, I cannot find any trace of virtue on her body that tells me she’s a kind person. I believe I can easily find somebody on the street who is kinder than her currently.

This is a very horrifying incident, thus I want to tell everyone not to flout precepts willfully. Doing so will create a hell for yourself in the future.

The spirits of those ikan bilis will be stuck with her until the day she can successfully deliver their spirits. The fact that she deliberately harmed her Father-in-law meant she had sealed her fate to have a heart of poison, and suffer endless cycles of rebirth.

Therefore, she’s not learning the Dharma but already following in the footsteps of the Mara. I sincerely hope that this lady will realise her folly and wake up very soon, to wholeheartedly repent for her misdeeds everyday.